I spoke with Andrew on the phone and of course I got no where. He is still adament about wanting us to remain "just friends" but the hesitation in his voice makes me think otherwise. I am obviously hurt because for the first time since '04, I was serious about wanting to date someone. But now there is not much more to do than to lick my wounds and move on with life. It has been a hard past few days only because I haven't been working or in school, but I am sure once my daily routine picks up it will be easier to move on. I believe this won't be the last entry about Andrew, but for now perhaps it should be. I made a decision earlier today that I would invite him to the movie in the next few days. If he said "yes" or "not those days, maybe these days" to the invitation, I would continue trying to be his friend. However, if he said "no" without trying to make another date, then I would have to walk away. He said "no" and that he would get back to me, so I am walking away. I told him "Cool, whenever," and that ended that conversation. *Shrugs*
Kevin and I had lunch. I love that str8 boy.
Not much more I care to report.
Current Location: Vallejo, CA
I Feel : cold
Listening To: "We're Not Making Love No More" - Dru Hill